I had one of those nights that felt like I was up the entire night.

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Even though I was sleeping, I still managed to be awake in my mind- if that makes sense.  I knew my alarm clock was set for 7am, but I still woke myself up (or rather, opened my eyes) every 30 minutes starting at 2am.  I even recall thinking about the next time interval I would wake up for- while sleeping.

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I mean, it’s not weird for me to loose some sleep when returning from vacation (shit, it often happens on sunday nights after beautiful weekends).  Something about being away from work- both mentally and physically- that can arouse an unnatural level of anxiety when preparing to go back.  But last night was different.  I was acutely aware mentally, the entire night.  I can recall entire thought processes- markedly different then the feeling of a dream.

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I now feel mentally exhausted and I haven’t even left work yet.  Ah, well.  Such is life.

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This is me.  Right now.  7:45am.  About to take off to work.  Mentally exhausted.

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Oh yea, and with respect to the Miami Post: my entire post got deleted yesterday and I was in no mood to do it all again.  Hopefully my work day will be slow so I can finally get that up.